Uncertain Future

The future is something that I do not think with many frequency because I don't like to dream so much about "could be ". I prefer working today strongly and fill with enthusiasm in order for to have everything with major facility.

Though, when I was a girl always I wanted to have a big family, too many children and many grandsons. Now I don't know if really it will be possible because I am 29 years old and I don't have any son. It is a hanging topic in my life, about of creating my own family.

With the same mentality it is that I do not think about the love partner, because is possible to say that I have " mal ojo" for the love. Always, when I think about a man, he is a bad men for me and it is a shame because I lose a lot of time, desire and hopes in this.

Because the future is uncertain for me, because I don't know really what I will do with my life. The sure only thing is that I will be, what costs, a journalist. I have not been four years straining uselessly, I want and I must be a professional, because I can't stop conquer myself in this area.

The rest goes and comes, but my professional future does not, because it is my principal dream.
Another thing that I would like to travel, all over the world, I know New York, the Carib, La Havana, Paris ... it is a permanent dream. I will be have myself photos in the Eiffel Tower, in the Empire State, in the channels of Venice and I will be show to my grandsons, if it is that some day I have them, that I was in these places.

I have never liked Santiago, because of it I want to live in another city in the future, as Concepcion or Viña del Mar, near the sea, with a different air. Without the pressure of the arrested cars, without this disgusting air and the Transantiago.

For this and many desires more it is that I have to struggle to achieve everything what I long and dreams my family, which for the present only they are my parents and brothers, though at the back of my, also I want to have my own family.